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Spirit speaks to me in metaphors. Generally when I start a reading, I am shown one or two specific scenarios in my mind’s eye that will pertain to the client and will serve as a strong message and theme for the reading. I should preface that to say that is usually the case; sometimes there is a dead person who pushes past and wants to be first. If these are your people, and I imagine you know who you are, then you might expect a different kind of reading.
Recently, I did a reading for a client. This client had clearly been going through something and the metaphor I was shown involved a well. The client was inside the well, but was very close to the top and the sunlight was shining on their face. On their face, there was a smile.
I felt immediately that they needed to know they were almost there. They had been working and scratching and clawing their way out of the darkness of the well they were in, and that this last patch of the journey required that they merely sit back and trust. Spirit showed me an image like an elevator where they could rest now and the ground beneath them would rise. This however, was to be the hardest part of the process, because it meant they could stop. They simply needed to trust that this would work out in their favor.
I immediately resonated with his message. It has been in my head for days now, and I wanted to share it with all of you as well.
It is such a difficult thing to simply TRUST, especially when you have been working and trying and researching and climbing. Now, you want me to stop and just believe it will all work out? What if I don’t keep pushing? What if I just can’t see the light at the end of the tunnel?
Well, maybe that’s the part of the journey you need most. To trust you have planted the seeds, you have done the work, you are good to go.
I have been working on my health and energy levels for years, trying to figure out the roots of my allergies and autoimmune illnesses and my constant battle with fatigue. I have been to every specialist, functional doctor, energy healer and alternative treatment practitioner I could find. I have searched, researched, read, written, studied, and dove in deep.
Yes, I have made huge leaps and bounds. I have met amazing people and witnessed what can only be described as pure magic. And, quite simply, I have learned so much in the process. The thing is, the more I have learned, the more I have let go and started to trust. To trust the process, trust the resiliency of my body, trust my instincts and just lately, I have even begun to see the light at the end of the tunnel thanks to my astrology obsession. The closer I get to this light, the more obvious are my bodily reactions to things. This whole process has taught me to trust the subtlest hints in my body and adapt accordingly. Not coincidentally, these are tools I also use in my readings with clients. Was this whole experience all an act of learning in a very aggressive fashion? I will never know for sure but there has been so much gained amid all the loss that this period of time in my own well can only be seen as a massive leveling up for me personally.
Have you been in the well? Are you in the well now? Does this message of trust land for you? Can you relax and allow the process to unfold as it is intended?
That is the hardest part; but also the part we have to let be what it needs. Take your hands off the wheel, rest a while, and trust that this last bit is being taken care of.
If you still can’t do it, let’s talk! The wisdom of Spirit and the timing of Astrology can help see the pathway.